I am me.

I sit alone in my room.
The darkness engulfs me as my open window chills me while the breeze kisses goosebumps upon my skin.
I see vividly in the pitch blackness.
Funny,
How you see everything when you can't see at all.
I visualize life and choices.
Mistakes, regrets, happenings.
I am me and nothing can change that.
I did what I did and have no regrets.
Okay, just a few.
But what else is there to do.
It seems I've come to a crossroads in my young adolescence.
Two choices but I can only make one.
Rain pours down and dances down my windowpane and the rhythm puts me into a deep sleep.
Thus, I dream and think nightmarish thoughts that penetrate and rape my morals and what I stand for.
Faithfulness is thrown out the window as I lay awake, shivering and sweating from the dark side of one'a self.
I am me....
No regrets....
Okay, just a few

-apiali-